I’ve never been the type to confess blindly to the world the things that make me tick, or my deepest weaknesses. But i think by blog is truly a way i can express how im feeling and no-one will know the face behind the posts.
I owe this blogging thing to a girl who once upon a time meant almost everything to me, some things change quickly, in a matter of months or weeks even. I dont think either of us can put a finger on the exact moment which changed our relationship….. forever?
I don’t know what is going on between us and whether it will change, but hopefully one day things do, one day soon.
I want things to be how they were before we became tangled up in the inner workings of being teenagers. I want to go back for a day, revisit the point in time where things changed and understand what the hell was going through my mind.
I guess things can’t be changed unless the effort is made by both parties, and now im not sure if its too difficult, i really and truly want it to be okay, i will never stop being your friend, never stop caring, or wondering what if. But your just another one of those people who ive been hurt by, and i dont no how strong i really am.
